well so after several hours of fretting and a very long conversation with my dad about grades, which i finally showed him today by the way, he finally agreed.  he's going to pay for my next semester's tuition.  thank god.  i feel like i have this humungous weight lifted off of my shoulders.  i just had to promise that if i get a c in anything that ( Read more... )

so it's time for some song lyrics of the moment, and well here we are.  the song of the moment is "lunacy frindge" by the used, and let me just say that it's awesome and perfectly drescribes the craziness that i feel.  mosty it's just the running on empty parts.

Wake up
My love
Never thought you'd make me, break me
Now I'm up from below
Such a ( Read more... )

so guess who feels homesick...yup it's me.  god it was thanksgiving that did it to me too.  all of that being with your family stuff that just...well...made me miss mine.  ya i know, i'm a complete hypocrite bec when i'm there i can't wait to leave and now that i'm here i just really want to be there.  i am really just a screwed up person.  but ya ( Read more... )

so here's the long awaited update, since i haven't done this in just about forever.  but ya, i'm bored and really don't feel like doing hw or watching a third episode of house in a row.  you know for being a tv series junkie, for some reason this one just won't stick.  after 2 i'm just like uh no more.  alias, bones, lost....and more that i'm ( Read more... )

ok so i've been doing all of the loan application stuff with my mom, and we accepted the wells fargo loan for $8,500 and the unsub loan from the U for $3,500, but the SELF loan for $6,000 is so causing issues.  you see this loan is the only one that requires you to pay while i'm at school.  i have to pay about $500 per year (so about $125 4xs a ( Read more... )

general disclaimer:  these don't really have any connection what-so-ever, they're just written in the order that my brain thought of them.  enjoy ( Read more... )

So here's my much belated lj entry with all of jessie's writing prompts....

if an elephant could choose what color it could be, what color would it choose?  well if i were an elephant, then i would choose to a pink elephant bec it's a pretty color and it's a happy color, and elephants seem like happy creatures.  it can't be white bec then it'd be a ( Read more... )

ok so is wrong that i'm totally excited about being left in charge of the pool on friday?  you see lisa, my manager, going on vacation and is leaving not jocelyn (the other manager), but rather kelsi and me in charge.  i've been talking with lisa a lot this summer and she says that she enjoyed being a regular lifeguard more then being management ( Read more... )

ok so at the speed reading class tonight there were a few points of interest... amanda and i had a staring contest which resulted in me bursting out into laughter and making a fool of myself.  we were far too giggly tonight.  secondly, i found out that my partner for the night was lutheran pastor.  upon discovering this amanda says, "don't you have ( Read more... )

ok so scratch that changing my major to nursing thing.  i've decieded to keep the genetics major.  there's no way to switch without possibly loosing a semester.  i've decided that i'm going to keep my current major and i'll decided after college what i want to do.  i can get my nursing certificate post-bach at the U in a 16 month program.  or a ( Read more... )